☆ Back To December

I’m so glad
you made time to see me
How’s life
tell me how’s your family
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good
busier then ever
Small talk
Work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Cause the last time
you saw me Still
burns in the back of your mind
You gave me roses
and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
all the time
Turns out freedom aint
nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized
what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December
turn around and make it alright
I go back to December
all the time
These day’s
I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back
myself pleading
When your birthday passed
and I didn’t call
And I think about summer
all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing
from the Passenger side
Realized that I loved you
in the fall
Then the cold came
the dark days when
fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
and all I gave you was
goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
all the time
Turns out freedom aint
nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized
what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December
turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December
all the time
I miss your tan skin
and your sweet smile
so good to me so right
And how you held me
in your arms that September night
The first time
you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably my less dreaming
If we loved again
I swear I’d love you right
I’d go back in time
and change it
but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door
I understand
but this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
Turns out freedom aint
nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized
what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December
turn around and make it alright
I’d go back to December
turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December
all the time
All the time