Cueshé ☆ 24 Hours Ago

My teas&#39s gone cold
I&#39m wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can&#39t
see at all
And even if
I could it&#39ll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me
That it&#39s not so bad
it&#39s not so bad
My teas&#39s gone cold
I&#39m wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can&#39t
see at all
And even if
I could it&#39ll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me
That it&#39s not so bad
it&#39s not so bad
Dear slim I wrote but
you still ain&#39t callin
I left my cell
my pager
And my home phone
at the bottom
I sent two letters
back in autum
You must not
a got &#39em
There probably
was a problem
At the post office
or somethin
Sometimes
I scribble addresses
Too sloopy
when I jot &#39em
But anyways
fuck it
What&#39s been up man
how&#39s your daughter
My girlfriend&#39s
pregnant too
I&#39m bout to be
a father
If I have
a daughter guess
What I&#39ma call her
I&#39ma name her bonnie
I read about
your uncle
Ronnie too
I&#39m sorry
I had a friend
kill himself
Over some bitch
who didn&#39t want him
I know you probably
hear this everyday
But I&#39m your
biggest fan
I even got the
underground shit
That you did
with skam
I got a room full
of your posters
And your
pictures man
I like the shit
you did with
Rawkus too tha
t shit was fat
Anyways I hope you get
this man hit me back
Just to chat
truly yours
Your biggest fan
this is stan
My teas&#39s gone cold
I&#39m wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can&#39t
see at all
And even if
I could it&#39ll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me
That it&#39s not so bad
it&#39s not so bad
Dear slim you
still ain&#39t
Called or wrote
I hope you
Have a chance
I ain&#39t mad
I just think
it&#39s fucked up
You don&#39t
answer fans
If you didn&#39t wanna
talk to me outside
Your concert
you didn&#39t
Have to but you
coulda signed
An autograph for
matthew that&#39s my
Little brother man
he&#39s only
Six years old
we waited in the
Blistering cold for
you four hours
And you just
said no
That&#39s pretty
shitty man
You&#39re like
his fuckin idol
He wants to be
just like you man
He likes you
more than I do
I ain&#39t that
mad though
I just don&#39t like
bein lied to
Remember when
we met in Denver
You said it I&#39d write
you you would
Write back see
I&#39m just like you
In a way
I never knew my
Father neither
he used to always
Cheat on my mom
and beat her
I can relate to
what you&#39re saying
In your songs
so when I
Have a shitty day
I drift away
And put &#39em on cause
I don&#39t really
Got shit else
so that shit helps
When I&#39m depressed
I even got a tattoo
Of your name
across the chest
Sometimes I even cut
myself to see
How much it bleeds
lt&#39s like
Adrenaline the pain
is such a sudden
Rush for me see
everything you say is
Real and I respect you
cause you tell it
My girlfriend&#39s
jealous cause
I talk about you
twenty four seven
But she don&#39t know
you like
I know you slim
no one does
She don&#39t know
what it was
Like for people
like us growin up
You gotta
call me man
I&#39ll be the
biggest fan
You&#39ll ever lose
sincerely
Yours stan P.S. we
should be together too
My teas&#39s gone cold
I&#39m wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can&#39t
see at all
And even if
I could it&#39ll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
if reminds me that
It&#39s not so bad
it&#39s not so bad
Dear mister
I&#39m too good
To call or
write my fans
This&#39ll be the
last package
I ever send you
acs it&#39s been
Six months and
still no word
I don&#39t deserve it
I know you go my
Last two letters
I wrote the addresses
On &#39em perfect
so this is my cassette
I&#39m sending you
I hope you hear it
I&#39m in the car
right now
I&#39m doing 90
on the freeway
Hey slim I drank
a fifth of vodka
You dare me
to drive
You know the song by
Phil Collins
In the Air
of the night
About that guy
who coulda saved
That other guy
from drowing but
Didn&#39t then
Phil saw it
All then at
a show he found him
That&#39s kinda
how this is
You coulda rescued me
from drowing now
It&#39s too late
I&#39m on a 1000 downers
I&#39m drowsy
and all
I wanted was a lousy
letter or a call
I hope you know
I ripped all
Of your pictures
off the wall
I love you slim
we coulda been
Together
think about it
You ruined it now
I hope you can&#39t sleep
And you dream
about it
And when you dream
I hope you can&#39t sleep
And you scream
about it
I hope your conscience
eats at you
And you can&#39t breathe
without me
See slim shut up bitch
I&#39m trying to talk
Hey slim that&#39s
my girlfriend
Screamin in the
trunk but I
Didn&#39t slit
her throat
I just tied her up see
I ain&#39t like you
Cause if
she suffocates
She&#39ll suffer more and
then she&#39ll die too
Well gotta go
I&#39m almost
At the bridge now
oh shit I forgot
How&#39m I supposed to
send this shit out
My teas&#39s gone cold
I&#39m wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can&#39t
see at all
And even if
I could it&#39ll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me that
It&#39s not so bad
it&#39s not so bad
Dear stan
I meant to write
You sooner
but I just been busy
You said your
girlfriend&#39s
Pregnant now
how far along is she
Look I&#39m really
flattered you
Would call your
daughter that and
Here&#39s an autograph
for your brother
I wrote it
on the starter cap
I&#39m sorry
I didn&#39t see you
At the show
I musta missed you
Don&#39t think
I did that shit
Intentionally
just to do diss you
But what&#39s this shit
you said about
You like to cut your
wrists too
I say that shit
just clownin
Dogg c&#39mon
how fucked up is you
You got some
issues stan
I think you need
some counseling
To help your ass
from bouncing
Off the walls
when you get down some
And what&#39s this shit
about us meant
To be together
that type of shit&#39ll
Make me not want us
to meet each other
I really think you and
your girlfriend
Need each other
or maybe
You just need to
treat her better
I hope you get to
read this letter
I just hope
it reaches
You in time
before you
Hurt yourself
I think
That you&#39ll be doin
just fine if you
Relax a little
I&#39m a glad
I inspire you
but stan
Why are you so mad
try to understand
That I do want
you as a fan
I just don&#39t want you
to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit
on the news
A couple weeks ago
that made me sick
Some dude was drunk
and drove his car
Over a bridge
and had his
Girlfriend
in the trunk
And she was pregnant
with his kid and
In the car they
found a tape
But they didn&#39t say
who it was to come on
Think about his name
was it was you damn~