☆ i hate u, i love u (feat. olivia o’brien)

Feeling used
But I’m
Still missing you
And I can’t
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can’t seem
to tell you why
It hurts me every time
I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I’ll never be her

I miss you when I can’t sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can’t eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don’t remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got
attached to you
Friends can break
your heart too, and
I’m always tired
but never of you
If I pulled a you on you,
you wouldn’t like that shit
I put this reel out,
but you wouldn’t
bite that shit
I type a text but then
I nevermind that shit
I got these feelings but
you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You’re still in love
with me but your friends
don’t know
If u wanted me you
would just say so
And if I were you,
I would never let me go
I don’t mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what
we could have been?
You said you
wouldn’t and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me,
get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all
my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that
I shouldn’t be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn
some bridges just to create
some distance
I know that I control
my thoughts and I should
stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that
it’s good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right
does me wrong
So every lonely night,
I sing this song

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I’ll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she’s the only
girl you’ve ever seen
You don’t care you never did
You don’t give a damn about me
Yeah all alone
I watch you watch her
She’s the only thing
you’ve ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I’ll never be her